Ralat

Salam catatan, sekian lame blog tak di update..rindu hendak menulis..:) Terasa ingin solat istikharah agar hati terase tenang tp kesempatan tu slalu dipersiakn dgn bnda lain..hati di saat ni terase sedih dan sayu..mungkin tanda2 daripada Sang Pencipta yg aku mula alpa dgn hal sekeliling smpi lupe nk bersembang dgn Dia (solat)..kan sudah di beritahu di kala hati sdg berbelah bahagi dan gelisah sujud la pd-Nya tp kemalasan tu mmg slalu mmbuatkn hati semakin gelisah. Sedang belajar utk bersabar,mendidik hati mmberi kemaafan kpd diri sndiri dan juga kpd org lain, tp kdng2 bile satu tahap di mana kesabaran tu di uji, terlepas jugak kekasaran.. Tapi knp hati selalu shaja melihat kesalahan org lain sedangkn diri sndiri punye silap x nmpk. Rasional tu slalu hilang bile hati di kuasai kemarahan. Nmpknye kne balajar muhasabah diri ni,sb nnti senang utk didik hati dgn kesabaran n kemaafan. Tapi kemarahan tu xkn terjadi nga tibe2 kan,msti ade sebab knp kite marah.urm x baik pendam kne terus terang,pendekatan tu yg terbaik utk diri sndiri setakat ni selain dr mendiamkn diri.senyap tu dpt mengelakkn dr kemarahan yg melampau lampau smpi mengeluarkn kata2 makian dan juga kesat.:)

"Wahai Tuhan kami, jadikanlah cintaku kepada-Mu sebagai sesuatu yg paling aku sukai, dan rasa takutku pada-Mu sebagai suatu rasa yg paling dalam. Putuskanlah segala ketergantungan dunia dariku, dan gantilah dengan rasa rindu untuk berjumpa dengan-Mu. Jika Engkau memberikan kepada ahli dunia kesejukan harta mereka, maka jadikanlah kesejukan bagiku di dalam ibadahku"

"Ya Allah... Tunjukkan kepada kami yang benar dan jadikan pilihan kami mengikuti yang benar itu. Dan juga tunjukkan kepada kami yang tidak benar dan permudahkan kami meninggalkannya."
[Bila rasa resah dan gelisah, ketahuilah dengan mengingati Allah hati akan tenang]

Women are complex creatures..

If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman
If you don't, you are not a man
If you praise her, she thinks you are lying
If you don't, you are good for nothing
If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp
If you don't, you are not understanding
If you visit her often,she thinks it is boring
If you don't , she accuses you of double-crossing
If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy
If you don't , you are a dull boy
If you are jealous, she says it's bad
If you don't, she thinks you do not love her
If you attempt a romance, she says you didn't respect her
If you don't, she thinks you do not like her
If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait
If she is late, she says that's a girl's way
If you visit another man, you're not putting in "quality time"
If she is visited by another woman, "Oh it's natural, we are girls"
If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold
If you kiss her often, she yells that you are taking advantage
If you stare at another woman, she accuses you of flirting
If she is stared by other men, she says that they a just admiring
If you talk, she wants you to listen
If you listen, she wants you to talk

In short:
So simple, yet so complex
So weak, yet so powerful
So confusing, yet so desirable
So damning, yet so wonderful……….WOMEN!…….. Kredit to Tentang Cinta

Sangat Lame..

Sangat lame x update blog since da jd cikgu ganti..
mase terluang ade, tp penat..mase terluang digunakan utk rehat n tydo..
nak2 ni bulan puase lak..
hurm tetibe tonite rase mcm nk menulis..
lately selalu bermimpi..
xtau nk ckp mmpi tu mmpi indah or bad dreams or in what category..
the most thing is..setiap kali mimpi mesti mimpikan watak2 bekas boifrend yg dulu2..
haha...rindukah??jujurnye yes..i do miss..tp bukan rindu utk menyulam kasih balik or what..
just terkenang..itu aje not more..
And mimpi bersanding,mencube baju pengantin..gile ape mmpi gituuu..
da teringin sgt la kot nk kawin..gatal!!haha
hurm..pernah terbaca ayat ni..
i just wanna happy without the ending part..
let say i'm just thinking of this sentence that i could translate to my relationship..
ade sape2 yang akan paham tak??

Cikgu Mira..

Dpt offer jd cikgu ganti selame 3 bulan????
..ase x caye..haha
Dari accountant g kpd cikgu mira..bia betik..mampu ke x ni?hurm..tgk jela nti..
Tp aku xleh manulis di papan hitm..tulisan buruk gile..nti student ckp tulisan ckgu buruk la..
haha..x ke malu gua beb..
Terpaksa la benti kije yg current nim..bos pn mcm xnk corporate nga aku sgt.
mintak bill asset yg lame2 pn x bg smpi skun..mitak upgrade ram utk cpu ni pn die bt derk je..
amik ko skli aku benti..last2 jd cikgu..huahuahua..
Cikgu ganti je pown..xpe jnji dpt kije..
Target skun..asal weekend mmg x kije..n balik kije awl..so cikgu tu mmg tepat la kan..
kalu skun ni jumaat je cuti..balik kul 6 ptg..arghh tension2..

Pingu Toha..

Finally i have found you en pingu toha..
I just love too much with your novel..so much..
sgt terkesan di hati..
the things that i love about:
1) 143 i love you..
2) just like heaven by katty malua..
3) en.pingu toha=male+27 years old..haha (kidding)
4) Hujan..because your novel msti ade scene dlm hujan kan..i like!!just like 'bile die muncul hujan yg lebat td trus bertukar menjadi rintik2 hujan...'

sgt terase yg en pingu toha ni so soft deeply in your heart..sgt gentle..
not soft like 'lelaki lembut' tu..
if di beri pluang..teringin nk mengenali pingu toha closely..one day i guest..hope so..

Chocolate Cake

huhu..sgt teringin nk mkn kek 2 3 ari ni...
lps ni da nk puase..msti susah nk mkn kek da..
next week jom ke sceret recipe..
nyummm..sedapnye..

I missing u..

Lps bangun tido pg ni..tetibe sy teringat lolipop ni..
teringat kt tuan lolipop ni...
tu tandenye sy rindu awkk eh??
ok admit..i miss u..
hari ni x kerja..kemain smlm tido awl..
last2 bos ckp rini x kerja..haha..
urm nk kemane eh???
nk lepak nga tuan lolipop ni tkut clash nga org lain..;(
tuan lolipop if you bc this post..sile komen eh??
rindu nk berbalas coment since kt facebook kite x dpt nk wt cmtu..huhu

you make me smile..:)

the fwen...smile @ muadzam..

the fwen jugak..smile @ evening...:)

Far away...

found someone else...done!!!

Ecoutez - Simpan Saja

just nice..

Angel by Atilia

Angel Talentime

cannot sleep...2

kalu la dulu, sy da lame carikan siap2 org yg bleh memahami sy...bekawan nga org lain,utk memahami dgn yg lain,bercinta yg lain lak...kan elop if kite combaine kn ia menjadi 1 person..fwen,partner,n bf yg memahami..
x pyh buang mase..x gitu kak limah...merapu merepek mmg kije org xleh tido ni..paham2 jela..
tibe2 mcm lega skit..aura mengantuk tu pn mcm da nk msuk skit2..ngee...;)
the fwen,scandal,bf,partner,teman tp mesra...sume da tinggalkn jauh..if ade pn just the only one...
besar tu pengorbannye....mengungkit ni...sy mmg suke mengungkit ni..i'm the garl that 'oh sucinye die'..
gadis melayu terakhir gitu..plzzz...do not hipokrik k..
ok hot story..u just cll me..u balik x dirancang..u balik mengejut bcoz pksu u nk balik interview..so u kne temankn...hohohohoho....i menyirap.....u balik bkn sb i....ksiannye ase diri ini....
ok jom amalkn "Sikap Tak Ambil Peduli"....shoo3...i x nk pedulikan u....i x nk pedulikn sesape....
sedih ni....huhu....plzzz someone help me..Superman..heroman..huhu..
okla...nyte!!!!off...

cannot sleep...

x bley tito...nape ni??sok kije..alahai..pejamla mate...plzzz..

ke sb mnum kopi td or sb tgh marah ni???sy marah ke skun ni??

NO i'm not..i'm just thinking....thinking of you..ngee...sb bile jd jiwang beb..

huh..still xbleh tido lg sb tgh pendam sumthing...nk story...anyone plez pinjamkn your telinge utk i story2 tonite..

hmmm..xley tito lg...agak2 awk tgh wtpe skun nim??igt sy x???huhu..sy tgh pk sal awk ni..

pk sal kite..kite??a'ah kite???kite yg mcm da xde 'KITE' tu...welll u tell me what should i do now???

bowing..cannot sleep again..huh...penyakit dr mane tah timbul ni..tibe2 xleh tido..

pdahal 2 3 belas tahun dulu xde pun penyakit xleh tido ni..tido lena aje...perghhh...nonsense...

nk tidooooooo...lalalalalala...so isu berbangkit???between us..have your family n your friend..tq..

so i kt celah mane???celah u n your family or celah u n your fwen??ke da xleh mencelah di mane2..

sile hapuskn sy......i bold kn baris ayat tu..senang nk wt rujukan lenkali..

rujukan pertama knp sy xleh tito tonite selain dr sy mnum kopi td...

rujukan kedua bile ade isu yg berbangkit next time..

actually banyak gk isu yg berbangkit di sini..tp da mls nk pk..nti bertambah2 xbleh nk tido tonite..

awk,,,sy kn..nk tido,bangun tido sy igt awk..sy ni over eh sb jd gini???xpnh citer ni kt sape2.

this is secret of me..so plzzz proud of yourself boy..!!!huh xleh tido lg nim...

u letih..! i paham...

u bz with klas...! pn i paham..

u bz nga your final project..! i sgt2 memahami...

tp pasal i yg x dipahami ni ape kes beb???penat la..

ke nk i cr someone else that could understand me??

senangnye ckp...dulu bole la..skun ni pn bole jgk..tp payah sikit...

Pura-pura....

Benci betol bile pure2..

Pure2 yg kite ok padahal kite x ok sebenarnye...

Pure2 x marah padahal dlm hati marah yg amat...

Huh....arghhh..tension2...

Tp kali ni bleh x pure2 x nk pk ape2??

i hate u so much..damm muchhhh...

can u just go away from me??go away...get loss love..

huh....

kalu bz x yah la ckp x bz kan??pure2 namenye tu..

cubela belajar memahami like u try to understand u??susah ke beb??

nk i repeat bape kali??

if not u who can understand me, who else??

susah ke??

Tonite i don't love u anymore...i hate u beb..

Should i....

Should i be a sensitive???since u were bziest lately...
Should i share my sadness with another persons??since u din't listen to me lately..
Should i yield to the world what i feel??since u do not care about me..
Should i just pretending that i'm ok??since u were far from me..
Should i....??plzz tell me...
Should i tell my feeling through the songs??since u hard to understand..

Teruskanlah...

Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak didengar
Tak dianggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak diberi
Kesempatan

Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah.. Teruskanlah
Kau begitu..

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta bukan kebutuhanmu..

Teruskanlah..
Teruskanlah..